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The single life is cool, amazing and freedom. Some feel they can’t live without someone but it’s possible. We women are strong and can hold our urges in if you just control your thoughts. Is All in the head. When I catch myself feeling like im in need of a man I either play with myself get the urge out or I think of something that turns me off. It works every time, keeping me away from guys. I feel I have to take care of myself , secure myself from harm. I heard once that
in order to date or be with anyone you should be first comfortable being alone with just yourself and I do feel alot more better. Noone is hurting me, trying to control me, cheating on me, being all jealous on me, checking my phone or telling me what I can or can’t do im free. BUT now it’s been almost 8 years I’ve been single and feel like I’m ready to date but then I remember how hard it is to find or get one these days cause it seems to me that everyone just wants to sleep with me and don’t see im one who needs a relationship not a booty call. So I lay on my bed fantasizing with my great toy till someone sees my worth not my looks. I am 30 and still single. Now being single feels different waiting for prince charming:( mean while have to keep strong.

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